a.l.o.n.e...:'(

Dear my bloggy cyg.....

Mlm ni rse cm sunyi sgt2....rse cm losing sumtim yg ak pom xtaw ape....hm....mybe..mybe ak losing sumtim...yg wt ak rse kosong sgt2...tah la....ak rse sunyi...sunyi sngt.....rse mcm sorg diri jer...td mood ak okey jer...bleh gurau2 ngn kwn2...tp skg ak rse xde mkne...ak rndu mse dlu2...mse dkt ngn ma n abah..n mse ak dgn dye...yes...actually ak rndu dye...rndu sgt...tp nk wt cmne kn...juz keep it...mgkin ad hikmah di sbalik ap yg tjadi... mgkin Allah lbih sygkn ak...n mgkin Allah nk uji ak...sape taw kn...tp btul la...org ckp cinta pertama ssh nk lupe...n dh t’bukti...he is my first love..n ak ngaku mmg ak ssh nk lupe...he taught me evrything...dye bg ak rse dsyngi,,dye bg ak pluang utk syg dye,,n dye bg ak rse skit sgt lam ati ni n ak hrp 2 la skit ak yg laz..ak dh xnk rse cm2..ak xkuat..tp ma n kwn2 slu bg support kt ak soh ak kuat..n ak dh smakin kuat skrg...mybe ye..n mybe jgk x...hm....
actually,,ak jgk agak omsick kblakgn nih...rndu sgt nk jmpe ma ngn abah..rndu nk sembang ngn dorg..dh lame dk cni...sbulan dh...n juz now,,call dorg...ckp la btapa rndunyer kt dorg..tp mse call 2 jgk tibe2 jdik sebak...xleh kwl sedih bile ckp ngn ma..n mse 2 jgk la ak nanges...tp ak kne mrh ngn abah...abah ckp,,ak slalu cdih..slu nanges..xleh b’dikari langsung..ak sedar yg ak nih slalu m’hrapkn ma ngn abah...ak slalu jer mnyusahkn dorg..slalu mtak dwet ngn dorg...ak taw ak ni bkn ank yg baek...ak xleh bhgiakn ati dorg...ak xleh pnuhkan hrpan dorg...ak gagal jdik anak yg baek...tp xpe..ak akn cube lg...akn cube jdik yg t’baek slagi ak mampu...wlaupom ak taw ak byk kkurngan...sbb ak syg ma ngn abah...they r evrything to me...ak taw abah cakap cm2 sbb nk suh ak kuat...nk suh ak pndai b’dikari..tp dlm ati ak nih,,ak trase sgt2... ak rndu sgt nk jmpe ma...ak rndu belaian ma...rndu mskan ma..rndu bile ma belai rmbut...rndu nk cium pp ma..rndu nk bmnja ngn ma...rndu ma sgt2..ak nk ma jer skg nih..huhuhu..ma..nk balek!!!i miss u!! :’(