Hi my dear bloggy...dh lme sgt rsenye xupdate kamoo yer..sgt sbuk kblkangan nih...dh xde mse cm dlu dh...klo dlu,,slalu jer blh update blog nih..skg nih kne la b’korban sket kn? setiap bnda prlukn pngorbanan...hm..skg ni jam pon nk msok pkul 4 pg..still xleh tdow sbb mta xngantuk...ble dk pk2 blek,,dh lame ak stdy kt cni..xtrase sgt masa yg b’lalu..cm bru jer smlm ak dtg dftar kt cni..bkn nk ckp hepi ke ap ker ak dk cni...ad time hepi,hepi la jgk..time sdih 2,,sdih jgk...xleh nk elakkn bnd2 tu sume...skg ni pon dh msok bln 8...bln yg pnah ak tggu2 dlu...skg nih dh x dh...ak bnci bile bln 8...byk knangan ak bln 8 nih...since taon lepas,,ak bnci bln 8..bnci sgt..ak xsuke bile tringat knangan dlu2..ak bnci!klo la ak blh delete sume ingatn2 tu,,sumpah ak delete..ak xnk ingat lg!tp cmne??cmne ak nk lupe klo tiap kli ak asyik tringat jer...slah ak ke??hurm...ap nk wt kn?ak xmntak pon tu sume..let bygone be bygone..they say,the past is past,we need to move on to see the future,but how can we move on when our past is the only thing we ever wanted in the future?...tu la,,ckp mmg sng kn?tp kiter yg mnanggung..siyesly,,ak still xleh lupe..ssh nyer nk lupe kn?klo la dlu ak xknl dye...klo la dlu ak xtukr skolah..klo la dlu ak xlyn dye..hm...mcm2 klo kn??klo 2,,klo nih...mm..2 la namenyer takdir kn..klo x,,ak xkn taw cmne rse sakit tu..laz2 ade gk pluang ak rse sakit tu..tp ak xsggup dh lps nih..ckop la skali ni jer ak rse..tp klo Allah dh tetapkn tu utk ak,,ak trime..Allah xkn bg dugaan nih kt ak klo taw ak xmmpu nk tggung...n ofkos la sbb Allah syg ak n nk uji ak..nk tgk stguh mne tahap iman ak...alhamdulillah..ak msih kuat nk tmpuh..sbb ak taw msih ad yg skong ak...ak stil hv kwn2 n femly ak yg skong ak...ak ad Allah yg sntiasa disisi ak n xkn prnah tggalkan ak..yg slalu bg ak ptunjuk..yg slalu mengingatkan klo ak lalai..kwn2 yg slalu bg support..femly yg slalu skong ak.xpnah ak nk slahkn tkdir ak..ak taw ad hikmah disbalik ni sume..xkn Allah jdikn ssuatu 2 tnpa sbb kn?juz ak xtaw ap hkmahnya..tp ak yakin Allah psti mnyiapkn ssuatu yg lbih baek utk ak..insyaAllah..
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